Bingkisan Kehidupan

Convo... AidilAdha...

2009-11-28T14:48:00.001-08:00

Alhamdullillah, finally, i've managed to publish a post here after a long time. Waaa... certainly, there is a lot of story to share with and of course I'll not tell everything... hahaha... Or it will be a novel then.

Well, here are some pics that will tell a lot. Hurmm... Last week, it was my convocation day. It was a great day. The D-Day held at UTM Skudai. Confusing??? Actually, my degree is awarded by UTM instead of UPNM. Why??? It is because before the establishment of UPNM in 2006, I enrolled in ATMA/UTM programme. It is the collaboration program between Ministry of defense and higher education institution. As a result, the academic class is under UTM (most of the exam paper is from UTM) and all military activities are under military department. Congratulations to all my friend especially to my course mates (Computer Engineering Class 2004). More than 5 years we are being together, thanks for everything buddies!!!

ATMA-UTM-UPNM

Yesterday, I participated in 'Majlis Qurban' (Slaughter Caremony to show our sacrifice). Sure, It is a meaningful and significant event for Muslim. I love to read this article for this Raya. Well, here is a pic I helped my family 'melapah lembu'. What is so special in Hari Raya Qurban this year??? It is my first celebration with my family after 5 years I celebrated at my camp. Whatever it is.... Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all.

Work or Gaya~

Next, it will be my commissioning day on 9th Jan 2010. Of Course, marching training is fully-pack after this break. Standby for a darker skin even though it is already dark... hahaha.. Wish me the best and pray for a better Askar-Melayu officer born after this. Really hope so... Allahu Akbar walillahilham....

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
"NAk Balik Kem Da~"
32040 Seri Manjung

Puasa... Raya... 1430H...

2009-09-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

It is a long time i have not updated my blog... Hurmmm.. No story on military operation, Ramadhan feast and many more. It is due to the difficulty to access the internet. The Wifi coverage is limited at my resident block. I think it is a right time to change to broadband, however, after put some consideration on my situation right now, I feel hesitate.. It is because it will be a lot of military operation after this and I will rarely use my broadband then.

It is 5th day of Eid Fitri, Taqaballahu minna wa minkum. I wish that all our Ibadah will be accepted by Allah s.w.t. Well, it is a meaningful Eid Fitri this year. I have started my new chapter in my life. Jeng..jeng..jeng... Wishing that this is the last Raya which is im single as a status.. hehehe.. Thanx to my parents, bro n sis who put all efforts and time spending for my bussiness. Love you all!!!

I also would like to thanks everybody who has wished me Ramadhan and Syawal dedications. Sorry for not replying your dedication. Quite busy recently...

It will be the next military operations after this Raya holiday. Final exercises on Counter Insurgency Warfare (CIW), Conventional Warefare (CW) and it will end up with Escape and Evasion (E&E) exercise. Surely, it will be no internet access during the next 2 months. Interestingly, I will enjoy being an infantry soldier. hahah.. Wish me luck.

Here, I would like to share some of the pics for your view. Enjoy it...

Selamat Hari Raya.. Maaf Zahir Batin.. My Family pic at 1st Syawal... Not in the pic- Mik (At Indonesia doing Medic) and Jir (At Mesir Doing Medic too)... Don't jealous ya Mik n Jir.. heheheh... Salam Perantauan dari Jauh...

With my beloved parents...

I'm now reading this book.. Thanx to Achik Ad who gave me this book as a Raya present..

New step haa... A nice book.. I've just finish read this book...

Alhamdulillah... This is the replacement for the lost one... It is not free, but.. I used the 'Duit Raya" given by Government.. TQ Dato' Najib.. heheh...

Selamat Hari Raya, 1 Syawal 1430H... Maaf Zahir Batin from Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili (http://ahmadmuadzahmadshuhaili.blogspot.com/)- SMK Seri Manjung (PMR'2000), MRSM Balik Pulau (SPM'2002), Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (Sains Fizikal'2003), (Akademi Tentera Malaysia(ATMA)/ Universiti Pertahanan Nasional Malaysia (UPNM)' 2004 till now)

May you will have a wonderful Raya...

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
"Raya Mode"
32040 Seri Manjung

H1N1-Outbreak

2009-07-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

My Campus has closed due to the outbreak of virus Influenza A H1N1- Swine Flu. At first, I thought it was closed because of so many cases of fever caused by the haze. The unhealthy air at my campus is getting poor by the construction works that cause the dust spread out. I do realize of this condition when more than 100 of my friends reported sick at one particular day. What a serious number? I concluded that this fever cases are due to the haze because of our training includes more outdoor activities.

This was a first time the quarantine process I saw in my life. So many beds, masks, drugs, blankets, sodium clorides packs. I got a task to take care of the quarantine patients. Even though it was just one night of being ‘nurse’, I can imagine the field hospital during the war. But, at field hospital, there must be additional things, blood and scream. Are you ready for the war?

Get your ample rest my friends

I enjoyed 7 days of ‘surprised’ holiday. You know what? I was suspected of getting swine flu on my second day of my holiday. Jeng..jeng..jeng.. On that day, I felt unhealthy after woke up at that morning. I thought it was not serious. What made me panic was the news on Utusan Online that stated my campus was closed due to 60 students were positively infected of swine flu. Waaa… I was the man who looked after the quarantine patients and now, I have all the symptoms. Fever, cough, sore throat, flu…. OMG…I reported sick at Hospital Angkatan Tentera (HAT) Lumut. My temperature was 38.5 degree celcius. I requested for swine flu scan. The doctors just ordered me to do home isolation with the observation from healthy ministry staffs. I really hope that it was just obvious fever. The staffs provide me with medicine, masks, digital termometer and some pamphlets of swine flu. My family and I had ordered to take our temperature daily and reported to them. This is precoution action to avoid this pandemic respiratory desease spread out.

Doc Rijal with Patient Bema

Alhamdulillah. My fever only last for a day. I was not considered contagious anymore. ‘We can only appreciate healthy life when we are sick’ I really hate taking drug especially syrup for cough. So drowsy, uncomfortable… yekkk…

Holiday, As usual, eat.. eat… eat.. I am afraid that I will shift up to the next cateogery in boxing. Useless… my weights decrement process for a month...hihihi… For me, just enjoy your phase of training. Training is training. Holiday is holiday… Take care…

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili

“Still Coughing”

32040 Seri Manjung

Update-Update!!!

2009-07-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

It is a military training period right now until my passing out parade day on January 2010. Busy+tired+tanned+enjoyable. I share some of the pics just to update my blog...

Burning mid-night oil with cooking... Haha... Prepare fried 'beehoon' for 400 person at 3 a.m... Yummy-sleepy beehoon...

Train hard... Sleep hard... Normal scene during class 'take five'. "Good soldiers sleep well whenever there is no work" .. Hahaha... Who quoted this???

I finally compile my thesis... 5 years 'product'. I hope I can further my study one day.

New age... New challenge... My wishes
1. Commission as an islamic officer
2. Be more economic in spending
3. Joining special force
4. Kawen awal...

Hope enjoy those pics... Take care... ta~

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
"New age soldier"
57000 Kuala Lumpur

Military Transport... Future Office??

2009-06-09T04:31:00.000-07:00

I travelled so many places within 3 days. I saw the car odometer showed that I have travelled more than 1000km. I went to ‘Rumah Opah’ at Felda Lasah, Sungai Siput as to attend ‘Kenduri Doa Selamat’. Alhamdulillah. Everything went fine. Everybody has contributed their respective tasks completely. After the ceremony ended, I shot to Bagan Serai as to go to Amir’s wedding ceremony. Congratulations for the ‘mosque’ building yaa.. Wish you live happy ever after… Amir is my ex-classmates at MRSM Balik Pulau. Seriously, I saw your responsible face lah great teacher Amir. Be a good teacher to your wife too. All the best bro!

Still Alone??? Wrong seat lah... hihihi

You know what? I lost my way to Amir’s house when I missed one turn at Kemunting junction. As a result, I arrived at Zoo Taiping and Lake Garden.. hihih.. I thought I made the right way as what I’ve memorized from Google maps. My memory was volatile… hihihi… Sometimes, over-confident is not necessary.

I also met Danny, Mat and Fiza at Amir’s wedding. Long time no see guys. So many sweet and funny memories rose up. Very nostalgic lah you all.. hihihi… Thank ya for the mini J’s Class reunion. I didn’t expect that I will attend this wedding. That’s Allah Willing. Alhamdulillah...

Long driven and experienced journey... Will Service Corp be my future unit???

After that, I shot back to Felda Lasah as to fetch my sister (she got work tomorrow) and my brother to go home. My mum and Wehah were leaved back as to settle something with Opah. We arrived at home at 2230. So tired lah…

Tomorrow will be my next journey,I want to join mukhayyam (camping) that is in charged by my big bro at Lata Kekabu, Lenggong Perak. Let’s take a calm break at waterfall. May all the messy things will be cleared from my mind. InsyaAllah.

Okeylah, that’s all for now, before leaving, I would like to share two books those I have bought from Ipoh today. I hope we will get something after digest these books. Enjoy your reading and take care...

Read more... Know more...Enjoy Reading ya!!!

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
32040 Seri Manjung

Holiday Again

2009-06-05T20:02:00.000-07:00

3 times each day after meal ya... Okey Ma'am!!!

I got stomachache for 2 days. Just relief. Alhamdulillah. How a big giving from Allah! Health is wealth, vitagen said. I think my stomachache is caused by my bad habit. Too much of eating. Laksa, cendol bla..bla.. A warning for me... Watch out!!!

4 plates of Laksa, 2 bowls of cendols at Kuala Kangsar... Ish..Ish..

2 days of fitness training stopped. So, I 'repay' the depth last evening. 6 km of jogging within 30 minutes. Okeylah. At least I maintain my stamina during my holiday.

6km is enough... Pewai2

My mum bought 28kg of fresh chicken this morning. It is for 'kenduri' at rumah Opah tomorrow. My mum got a task to cook 'ayam masak merah'. I do wash ayam this morning. hahaha.. Anak teruna buat kerja dapur. hihih... No wonder lah... Soldier has trained me to do everything, wash chickens, fish, cut veggie bla...bla.. bla... I remembered that ‘fatik’ at cook house was a great opportunity actually. No sun bathing and our stomachs are always full. Thank you to staff mess.. Kind of you..

Overposed or Overworked???

Okeylah, we will have free lunch today. Just in front of our house... Walimatus urus... Semoga berbahagia ya... Still waiting my turn.. hihih..

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili

32040 Seri Manjung

Olidayyyyy!!!!!

2009-06-02T19:17:00.000-07:00

Let's Jog

Alhamdulillah... I’ve finished my riadah today at Manjung sport complex... Holiday with fitness training??? Hurmm... this is because I will have 'hardcore' military training just after my holiday end. 4 months of all military stuff... I don’t know what 'mantap' officers will be produced?? But then, you are always stupid when you are at the first time reporting at unit. Young officer is always 'kokap'… hahah.. But for me, don’t be too kokap lah...

Preparation For Training... Chaiyok!!!

You know what?? I already finished my academic study at UPNM. 5 years of engineering study... I feel a big burden release out when I am finishing my PSM documentation editing. Alhamdulillah... Thanks to everybody who helps and gives their full support to me. Arigato Gozaimaz…

My Overall Achievement... No first class... But okey lah...

I already have 5 days of my holiday out of 14 days. 9 days to go… Holiday means a lot of eating... hurrmmm... My mother really a good cooker... hahah.. I don’t know, her cooking is more delicious... may be she learn from somewhere or I really miss her cooking... hahah... I prefer the second one.

Celebration!!!

I do set up my objectives during my holiday, memorize some quranic verses and reading some books... I hope I will achieve those objectives successfully... Have a nice holiday and Take care...

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili

32040 Seri Manjung

Be patient... I'll update soon...

2009-05-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

Salam... Hurmm... Long Time not update this blog... Sorry, so busy with my Final Exam, Final Year Project and a lot of messy things. Just want to share a youtube video that I really like to watch. Tq frenz for giving this url. It so touching and I hope we can get something from this vid ya.. Enjoy it... Take care...

Wahai pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dari-Mu
Ku pasrahkan semua pada-Mu

Tuhan baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini ku harapkan cinta-Mu

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang ku rasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya Illahi muhasabah cintaku

Tuhan kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku dengan-Mu

Muhasabah Cinta: EdCaustic

Happy 5th Anniversary 2004!!!

2009-04-02T17:16:00.000-07:00

2nd April 2009... I am 3010259 Brigade Commander Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili. 8 months before commissioning day (19 Dec 2009.. InsyaAllah)... Today is a special day... What so Special? Last 5 years, I was a new cadet in (Akademi Tentera Malaysia) ATMA (Upgraded to UPNM in 2006). It is already 5 years my fellow engineering cadets!!! The 5 years of sweet and tear memories we have shared. Ummmp!

Offer Letter

I registered on 2nd April 2004 after I have finished my matriculation study at Londang, Malacca. I scored 3.79 in physical science and I managed to get my sixth option in university application (Bachelor Degree in Mechanical Engineering at UTM Skudai). I knew that even I scored 4 flat in matriculation, there was no guarantee that I will enroll to university with my desired course. What a heavy competition! I chose ATMA instead of UTM Skudai because of ATMA also offered degree program collaboration with UTM. The special with ATMA is it offers 'free' degree and fortunately ATMA pays you for studying here. Alhamdulillah, I knew how hard to study without stable financial support and dependant to parents as to bank in cash monthly. Now, it is free and no PTPTN at all, but I must 'pay' it with being a soldier. It’s Okay. Experience is a good teacher in our life.

Skema Ayam... Hahah

My foundation year was a tough year. So many baris(parade), fatik (cooperation work?), Taji@comisyen(extra PT) and many more. I knew some actions taken by my seniors were illegal in armed forces (i.e. man handling), but then, just close the case for the sake of senior is always right. hahah. (tak askar lah kalau tak boleh kena physical contact) Actually, I know, soldier is about you learn something through hardship. Alhamdulillah, I survived my foundation year with CGPA 3.92. I repeated my matriculation syllabus, which was why I managed to score.

Kinabalu Expedition

After my first single service training (SST), I enrolled in 1st year Degree in Electrical (Computer) engineering. What so special in this year? We had our 1st junior. No heavy fatik yet. I was very awkward at first when my junior greet me with 'TUAN'(Sir). Moreover, I used to be a platoon commander during my SST. It was a great experience. Side roll, star jump, forward roll until 'muntah hijau'(vommit), learn how to use weapon, styer, minimi, mortar 60mm, GPMG and many more. I know, I will not have this experience if I study at other Institution. We will appreciate our life after going many difficulties 'Bukan senang nak senang Bukan susah nak susah'

Mess Night Committee

In ATMA, I can classify stage of cadet according to their year. Foundation year=Bloody Junior, First Year = Junior, second year = Intermediate, Third year = Senior and Forth year = Super senior. When I was at intermediate stage, life was 'heaven' (pleasurable). I had 2 layers of juniors and two bars at my epaulet. I was given the confidence to be a President of Mess Committee (PMC) Red Task Force (Formerly known as Alpha Company) of my intake. I learned many things. Working under pressure is normal in military life. Military personnel should accept that way. This year, I ran another SST; I had the chance to throw the grenade, shooting using heavy weapon at Asahan, Malacca. What I can tell you, it built up my confidence level. What an adventurous experience!

Happy after being 'taji'... Time kerja...kerja lah..

3rd year in Computer Engineering course, I enrolled this year with a great achievement. Alhamdulillah, I successfully scored 4 flat for my GPA in 4th semester. What a miracle! I would like to thank my lecturers and friends for this achievement. Consequently, I was appointed as overall senior under officer (chief Of (CO) cadet). It was a responsibility. I didn't expect that I will get that rank. Getting rank is about you sacrifice your time to learn in pressure situation. However, it was a valuable experience. At the end of this year, I had my practical training. This 2 months period was a 'civilian' period. My friend and I rent apartment at Shah Alam. I practiced at company that provided the GPS for patrol car at Selangor. I ate more without exercise; therefore, I managed to increase 14 kg in my weight. MasyaAllah. Practical= obesity. hahah...

Rank Given Parade

In 2008, I was already 4 years here. At the end of this year, my management and science skot (intake) will be commissioned. They run just a 4-year program. As an engineering student, we have extra 2 semesters@1 year. Padan muka. In 7th semester, I finally failed to maintain my 1st class degree after 7 semesters did that. So sad! However, it just a pattern of my life. Life is so colorful. Alhamdulillah. At least, we learn from our lesson.

My Final Rank Before Commission... Its Just temporary. The important thing is its process

And today, I would like to congratulate my friends who are constant in this field. Believe that, the stories among us will be remembered for the rest of our life. Happy 5th anniversary intake 2004! All the best to engineering cadets who will face the final exam and final year project presentation soon. We have faced 10th semester here. Don’t add any. hahah. Prepare for the worst! More you sweat in peace, less you bleed in the battle field! ATMA-UPNM is the best!

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
57000 Kuala Lumpur

Outing...

2009-04-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday I got outing. You know what. This is my first time outing ever after my VC transition. First time get out and get in with UPNM's bus. It’s a crowd cadet with just two buses. Thank GOD. UPNM's cadets were really patient with this facilities’ shortage. Working under constraint is much appreciates able gentlemen.

As far as I’m concern, the hot spot for cadet for outing is not far apart from KL. The places where are easy for public transportation (LRT,Putraline, Commuter etc..etc..) like The Mines, Mid Valley, Sogo, Masjid Jamek and so on. Because of it is just 8 hours outing, I decided to go to Masjid Jamek area. I planned to buy my new leather and sport shoes. It is already old the current one. Moreover, because of this is the first outing after my salary bank in, I decided to call my sister because she want to lend me money. "I want to buy my new external hard disk" She said to me. Okeh.. No problem.. Cadet is a rich student. hahah.. “There is no such university in this world that give their student RM1500 each month with free accommodation, issued uniform, receive bonus annually, receive cola (cost of living allowance), free study fees. But then, you are not so thankful" Said my officer one day. Something to ponder my friend.

As I called my sister, she said she was at KLCC. Hurmm.. No need lah to bank in that cash. I asked her to meet me at Masjid Jamek. Finally, I met her at Pustaka Indonesia. After a short discussion, she decided to follow me buying my new shoes. "Okeh, lets go to Bata, then we go to Sogo, there is Sale there" I use my autocratic order. Hahah.. Abg Askar.

At Bata outlet, I took 10 minutes to survey those shoes. So many people, the promoters had not enough hand to serve the customer. I tried one sport shoe, looked interesting. I asked size 7 for my foot. During my waiting, I saw one girl persuaded her father to buy one fashionable high heel. Waa.. Short girl with High taste. hihih... KL girl I thought. She cried and screamed as to win her parents heart. Waa... I remembered when I was a boy, I did the same thing. So childish... And I didn’t know how embarrassed my parents were at that time. You know what, I thought my parents were so cruel.. No mercy.. At that time lah...

New age, new approach of children education!!! Cute but high taste..hahah

Now, I realized, it must be the reasons behind. They know how to teach their children about waste, about to consume moderately, about pampering children. I was so immature son. Always judge something using my childish view. And now, I gradually learn how to be a good parent. We will know how hard the parents sacrifices when we have our own children. I pray to Allah for my parents peaceful and prosperous. May I will be a good father too. InshaAllah.

Furqan:74

At last, I didn’t buy any shoe there. No size. I went directly to Sogo. There was a Sale. So crowd!!! I decided to finish our window shopping at Secret Recipe. “Next time lah”. Mission Failed. I knew, Secret recipe was definitely destination for our outing. My sister love to eat there. Outing is equal to a lot of eating. Just to redeem my failure mission may be. And then, tension is also equal to a lot of eating. Lastly, I got new equation. You know what. Outing is equal to tension. Haha. No comment.

Yum..Yum..

Oklah. Just want to share those things. I’m so busy with my documentation of my final year project right now. Wish my project succeed. I want to be commissioned this year. Want to be a good officer and a good father too. Watch out!!!

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili

57000 Kuala Lumpur

My Lost

2009-03-23T18:07:00.000-07:00

In a hectic situation right now, I enjoy playing football. After I got spirit using my new boot. The D-Day finally came. Yesterday, my course 4 SZC (Computer Engineering) versus 4 SZM (Mechanical Engineering). It ended up with my team lost 1-3. So sad maa... The first half ended up with 4 SZM led 2-0, when the 2nd half started; I sub my friend, Shah as a striker. Haha... what the player!!! (Scream like actor in slum dog millionaire). Alhamdulillah, I finally scored my first goal for my team. The result was 1-2. Just after that goal, 4 SZM has tried so many times, as the result, they scored another goal. Hurmmm... It seem like everybody has lost their spirit. (Can't be commando lah). The result stayed until the final whistle blown out. Instead of our lost, I would like to thank my friend who assisted me to score our single goal. Thank you everybody. Good game, good try, good performance... What the players!!!

My Team

Last week, I had shooting training. What a special in this event? I shoot with my new vision after my LASIK surgery. I know you know my shooting result right? . 5 years in cadet’s life, Styer AUG rifle is just our expertise (no arrogance!). We used to experience the condition where there were so many bullets but then, we don’t have the ability to shoot continuously. Thus, on that day, I taught my juniors how to use this rifle. They were so exited, I was so happy to teach them. I know how excited they were because I had my excited experience too when it was the first time. “We are soldiers gentlemen! Prepare for the worst, comfort is not essential.”

Super Duper Senior

My English performance, I feel more confident to speak in English. However, I realize that I must have extra effort in improving my English. My target is to speak confidently and fluently and to have a good writing skill before commissioning. Actually, I had group presentation on Engineering Ethic last week. I presented in English. What I can conclude is, I have difficulty in finding the right word and consequently, I have so many pauses. It looks unprofessional. The second problem is my presentation is dull because of my stiffness. Hurmm.. I still don’t satisfy with my proficiency in English. Therefore, keep on practicing Muadz!!! Man Jadda Wa Jadda…

Presentation in front bro!!!…

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
57000 Kuala Lumpur

My Overnite

2009-03-08T19:35:00.000-07:00

I got overnight stay out... What the relief! My overnight started at 1000H Saturday until 2200H Sunday. I hesitated to go out at the beginning because of a lot of task to be done and it was just 36 hours outing. I didn't plan to go out. Hence, I didn't have any place to sleep on the Saturday night.

A piece of my past leave... Finally..

As the result, I asked my KL’s friend about that. You know what? He recommended me to join one special and bless program. Haha... It was MABIT@Qiamullail... MABIT stands for Malam Amal Bina Iman Taqwa. That program was organized and attended by students those came from universities in Malaysia. I met new friends. What I can describe was it was really wonderful knowledged-event. It was not just spiritual occasion, but the combining of IQ, EQ and SQ. Free of charge man! I will miss all those memories together.

Riadah@Mabit

Besides that, I did shopping. haha.. Long time maa I was not "jalan-jalan cari pasal" at KL. Consequently, I bought my new accessories to play football. The fact is my course (4SZC), is already qualify to cup competition after the league round. Cup competition is for the best 4 teams out of 7 teams competed. The other teams play for plate competition. You know what? I used to score a winning goal when my course versus aeronautical course. Haha. Good started after a long break from LASIK surgery.

Preparation to win..hahahah

Hurmm... Tomorrow will be my loving prophet's birthday. I remembered one points in a talk given by one PhD student at my MABIT yesterday. If we love someone, we will voluntarily to have joy and pain moments with that person. We will memorize his/her love letter; try to act like him/her as to make a situation of "sehati sejiwa". You know better lah. hahaha. My point is, as we just say literally that we love our prophet. Then, should be, we must interpret it by our actions. This point was rising up when he asked who was here that memorize the second hadith (about Islam, Iman and Ehsan) in "Hadith 40" book. Ashamed on me! I must do something in order to prove my love to Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. . I really need internal strength. InsyaAllah. Do you know that one verse of Quran states?

Lo! Allah and His angels shower blessings on the Prophet. O ye who believe! Ask blessings on him and salute him with a worthy salutation [33:56]

Allahummasolli'ala Muhammad Wa'ala alihi wosohbihi wabarik wasallim. At least we have present for him today…

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
57000 Kuala Lumpur

Motivator and Promoter

2009-03-02T14:57:00.000-08:00

I have just arrived from Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP). Why I have been there?? It was because there was the Expo "Jom Masuk U" which was organized by Ministry of Higher Education. So tired lah! I really don't imagine that I will be there this weekend. This is the soldier is all about (VC statement??). I only knew that I need to go there 2 hours before I departed. That time was 1600H; I was at SK Danau Perdana, giving the motivation talk to students standard 5 and 6. I was very happy to give something to them. It was something meaningful experience and it recalled my nostalgic memories when I was studying in primary school. Thanks to my lecturer who has given this opportunity to me.

surprised souvenirs... TQ

After the motivation talk, the headmistress spent us "jamuan" at school canteen. Suddenly, my HP vibrated and I look at the screen. My officer was calling! (What else?) I received his call and I mentioned that I was outside the camp giving motivation talk. He said " Go back to camp now, the VC has ordered you to go to Pahang today till this Sunday. Dato' Seri Najib was there. Prepare your bla..bla..bla.. and a transport will fetch you at 1800 in front of the mess". Hurmm... last minute order again. haha... zassss...

With "Angkasawan" @ UMP

We were there only to promote UPNM, but, my officer said, Dato' Najib want to meet us. I don’t know why. At last, we just shake hand with him and that’s all. Hahah. He looks cool (may be politic teach him to be like that despite of the unstable politic condition). Congratulations to him because of he will be a prime minister soon. When talking about politic, I always remember the quotation from my first prime minister said “Politic is a dirty game" How dirty? Go and involve in politic and you will know it. No offence!!

It is already March. This semester will end up soon. I hope I can finish my final year project as soon as possible. Go… Go… Go!!!

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili

57000 Kuala Lumpur

Another life notes...

2009-02-24T01:13:00.000-08:00

Hurmm... I have just taken my Operating System test. What the volatile memory!! I just memorized those facts before sat for the test, frustratingly, the facts totally lost from my mind when I got the question. The sign of I am getting older... hahaha. But, Alhamdulillah, the test was over and I did not miss any blank space inside the answer sheet. This Wednesday will be the engineering management test. Once again, the reading subject... I need more time to understand and memorize the fact. I'll try my best. InsyaAllah.

My final year project... another nightmare... The progress makes me anxious. The project become more complex I feel... A lot of works to be done! Struggle2.

Recently, my life is busy with the military admin things. Sometimes, I feel the unstable condition at the higher authority. A lot of last minute changes. They totally force the cadets to do everything. Pity on cadet! If the cadets do not take any academic course, YES, I can consider. Sometimes, I am very hesitating to give the orders to my subordinates. They experiences stress and fatigue. I hear the case which the cadet tries to make suicide. What the critical emotional and psychology stress. I hope this fact is not true. I try to rise up their morale which is the second principle listed in the principle of war in Malaysian Armed Forces’ doctrine.

Interesting Book

I am trying to finish one book entitled DILEMA MELAYU-ISLAM, KURANG ZIKIR ATAU KURANG FIKIR? by Pahrol Mohamad Juoi. I like his writing style. So touchable (right word??). My life, I consider still in stable condition. Hoping for everything settle down...

Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
57000 Kuala Lumpur

Controversial Winning@SiswaSat Competition

2009-02-14T07:57:00.001-08:00

My life seems to be busy recently. Even though this semester I only carry 11 credits. I wish to fulfill my free time with meaningful jobs. Busy means you are working for your ‘halal’ salary. Thanks to everybody that comment on my first English post. All praises are dedicated to Allah Al- Mighty. Dr. Jowaty asked me to write the next post about the controversial winning in SISWASAT Competition. I feel discomfort to story this sad episode in my life. It does not only in my life, but the whole UPNMSat team. huhu.

My Tag

Last 2 years, when I was the junior generation in UPNMSat team, we joint this SISWASAT competition just for gaining our experience. Surprisingly, we won the best design. This achievement has gained believe among our lecturers to achieve more in the next year competition.

In 2008, I had given the responsibility to lead this team. UPNMSat-02 team consisted of two teams, the real team (6 students) and the shadow team (3 students). Basically, the real team was the registered team (3 senior students and 3 junior students) while the shadow team consisted of 3 senior students. From my view, I saw the great co operation between us in completing this job even though we still had few misunderstanding and conflicts. NO HOME WITHOUT CONFLICT. Hahahh. Sweet memories with you all guys!!

Night Flight Testing: What a struggle?

In this competition, we must develop our own satellite that can fit in soda-can and its weight must not exceed 350 gram. What the challenge?? The satellite is lifted up to altitude 100 meters using the balloon. After that, it will be deployed and parachuted to the ground. During the decent time, we must collect all the telemetry as to accomplish the mission that was stated before. Our UPNMSat-02 is the surveillance satellite. It has the function to record video, capture and enhance image, measure the temperature, define the satellite position (altitude, latitude and longitude) and plot the position on the electronic map. In addition, our satellite is maneuverable by controlling the parafoil string.

Weight measurement@D-Day

On the competition day, we had successfully accomplished our missions. Our primary mission is to collect the data and calculate the satellite's position on board before transmitting to the ground segment while the secondary mission is to provide the maneuver control and doing video surveillance. With the excellent performance on launching day, we are very confident to win this competition. Why not, most of the teams have failed to accomplish their mission due to the technical problem. We successfully calculate the position in real time, record 12 minutes video, capture and enhance images; our parachuted successfully expand and maneuver. What the great day!!!

UPNMSat-02 on flight

The closing and prize giving ceremony was held at the engineering auditorium which was attended by the deputy minister of MOSTI. Many lecturers and even the competitors from other universities had given the confident to us that we were the winner in this competition. I felt very happy and proud. This is not over confident I tell you!

There were 5 awards which were the 1st, 2nd, 3rd place, best design, best team and best mission award. The prize giving ceremony started with the best mission award. We missed it. Then, the best team award, we also missed it. When the best design award is announced, our team's name was announced. I felt a little frustrated because of one team normally deserve one award, which was my hypothesis. Inside my heart, I hope that we can still grab the first place. The ceremony proceeds with the 3rd place award. It went to team that performed very badly in the launching day (the circuit board burnt, parachute not expanded and no data to analyze at all). At that moment, it lighted up my hope again. If this standard of team can deserve the 3rd place, we should deserve better. When the second place award was announced, it went to the favorite team that will win this contest. This team is the nearest challenge to us to win this competition, but, they had hard luck because of their delay start due to circuit failure. They experienced 20 marks of penalty. In my mind, I felt more confident. The team that gave the nearest challenge deserved the second place... It will be the great moment after this…

The Sophisticated Ground Station

Before the 1st place award was announced, I felt there was no other team deserves that place except us. Many eyes stared at us and their smiles really made me felt like at the top of the world. My friend and I have already plan how to take the prize (What the confident!!). However, it was already fate to us that we were not the 1st place team. The announcement from the MC was totally destroyed my dream and imagination. We were not the winner. I felt very frustrated. Many lecturers and other competitors have calmed us down. “Very hard luck lah you all" “You deserve to be a winner actually" Only God knows how my feeling at that moment.

Best Design Award for two years... Congratulations guys!!!

After the ceremony ended, my team mates expressed their frustration to me. They deserved to feel like that because of their full-heart efforts (late night return from lab, a lot of flight testing, coding the software, troubleshoots with device and many more). As the solution, we asked the judge for the reason. However, the reasons given were not so concrete. The reasons made us angrier. I didn't feel that, the team that won the first prize deserves theirs. (They don’t even expect they won this competition). Their team failed to accomplish their mission, sensor failure, wrong coding, parachute not successfully expanded.

Don't do this even though you're in tense.. hahah

Here are the reasons given by the judge:

1.We use the inappropriate technical device to supply power to one of the sensor that can cause the error in reading. For me, yes, we can accept this mistake, but then, this case is not worse than the team that didn't have any data to analyze (i.e. burnt circuit) and yet they won the place. Instead, we have the data and we processed it successfully. The judge back team up because of they scored lot of marks in preliminary stage. I don’t even agree with this point because 80% marks was given on the launching day while only 20% marks was given in preliminary stage.

2. We don’t analyze the data. This is even the point that makes us angry. We process the data to calculate the position and then we analyze and enhance the image that has been captured. Yes, we don’t have the data in graph like latitude vs longitude and so on. But for me, surveillance satellite will emphasize on the image analysis. That is why we focus on zooming, interpolation, contrast and many more. I felt so upset when the judge said the marks were more on displaying the graphs. To plot the graph is so easy, just type "plot (x_data,y_data)" in Matlab command and then it will pop up the graph. It is nonsense to just display it without discuss the meaning of that graph. We were the only team that showed to the judges the sensor calibration using Matlab in real time. I felt so upset when those judge use this point as the reason why we lost the place.

3. Lack of communication skill. We do accept our presenting skill is considered 'poor'. But for me, the message that we want to deliver to the audience is clear. Grammatical and some mispronounce of words happen in the final presentation. I did ask the understanding of the audience after the final presentation. Then they totally understand what we meant.

That day was very disappointed day. But, I felt that my team has achieved something great. Frankly speaking, we manage to clinch 1st place, best design, best team and best mission award that worth RM7000.Even though the judges think we don’t deserve it, but, people also make their own judgment. The right analogy is like this. You score 5-0 in one football match, and then the zero-scored team wins that match. hahaha.. Cool Muadz...

UPNMSat-02 Crews: Great Day..Great Performance...

Okeylah, actually, this is very sensitive thing that I finally write in my blog. Anyway, I would like to thanks ANGKASA which has successfully organize this prestigious competition. Please make the post-portem to all the weaknesses. We, UPNMSat team really appreciate all advises and new knowledge’s given by the judges, we plan to improve our next generation of UPNMSat’s prototype. Good luck to our juniors that have the responsibility to upgrade and improve our prototype. See you on the next SISWASAT Competition with the new model of our satellite, UPNMSat-03. All the best to UPNMSat crews!

My First English Post

2009-01-13T23:28:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... I think I will not update this blog until this semester finish. It is true, the wise man said, you can do a lot of things when you are in busyness (noun for busy??) or under pressure. Actually, I am very ambitious to share my milestone in my life recently. Those are the controversial winning in SISWASAT (nano-satellite) competition, my experience undergo LASIK surgery, my new rank in military organization and many more.

UPNMSat-02@Siswasat Competition

Do you wonder why I am writing this post in English.. haha.. Pessimist Malay people always say " Buang Tabiatlah tu, brapa jumaat lah lagi tinggal (mati) ". This is the poor paradigm inside some of Malay people that block them to improve themselves. I wish my race will have the optimist mind and have the sense to make improvement. Malaysia Boleh!! Come back to the reason why do I write in English. It is because this is the assignment.. haha.. Serious??? Thanks to Dr. Jowaty who inspires me to write this post in English. This is the assignment you know!!! (Hoping for extra marks..hihihi) But, I always see this is the chance for me to improve my English writing. Because of the English proficiency is very crucial at this age especially to become a versatile military officer.

LASIK Procedure

Actually, Dr. Jowaty asked me to comment on what my vice chancellor spoke at monthly VC parade. But, it will be controversial if I comment personally on that 2-hour speech (what the cramp my leg!!) hihihi. Generally, a good speech should not take a long time. It is because the human acceptance for speech is only for 1 hour maximum for continuous speech. The speech can be long if the place is conducive (not standing in hot and humid condition and text reading speech..hihihi.. no offence!!). In addition, the prophet Muhammad suggests that the Jumaat sermon (Khutbah) must be in short time and the important thing is the messages must clearly receive by the people.

`Ammar bin Yasir (May Allah be pleased with them) reported: I heard Messenger of Allah (PBUH) saying, "Prolonging Salat (prayer) and shortening the Khutbah (religious talk) indicate the religious knowledge of the person. Make your Salat long and your sermon short.''[Muslim].

The first controversial point. I don’t want to proceed. If you want to hear more about that, let's have personal chat. Peace No war.

My New Rank: Brigade Commander

Consequently, I want to share my personal progress in my English achievement. Once upon the time, I used to hate this subject. This is because my bad attitude. I hate to open the dictionary. You know the thousand-page Oxford English-Malay dictionary. That is the only one dictionary in my house at that time. What the tedious task to find the unknown words. It ended up with my poor command until now. I never score ‘A’ in English subject in the big examinations. UPSR(3A's 2B's) PMR (7A's 1B) SPM (8A's 1C). It really spoils my result slip. As the solution, I bought the BESTA electronic dictionary in 2005. I see the improvement since I buy that stuff. Sadly, I misplace that dictionary somewhere. huhu. So, everybody who reads this post and know where my lovely dictionary is. Please return back to me. I start hating this subject. hihih.. Just kidding.

Let's learn English

Because of this is the last semester I am here, I wish to master this language well. I wish to speak confidently and fluently. I also wish that I can write my first book in English. I still remember the button that states the motto of the English campaign at my MRSM once upon the time. It was compulsory to wear that button everyday. huhu. Know English. Know the world. Wish me luck. TQ.

First Class.. Tinggal Kenangan.

2008-12-09T03:41:00.000-08:00

Ada juga rasa kecewa.. Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rajiun..

"Itu lah.. Orang suruh belajar.. main-main"
"Sayang giler ko.. kalau tak, mesti pecah rekod"

Itulah antara kata-kata kawan aku selepas aku bagitau diorang aku dah tidak boleh dapat first class degree walaupun aku score 4 flat next sem. Ceritanya begini. Tadi, aku ada urusan sedikit di pejabat fakulti. Lama juga aku menunggu kerani kat bilik tu, keluar sekejap kata pensyarah yang ada situ. Aku decide untuk tunggu di situ. Urusannya, hendak dapatkan letterhead universiti. Ada surat rasmi yang perlu aku hantar dengan kadar segera. Lama punya lama menunggu. tidak sampai-sampai akak kerani ni(tuang ke?). Selamat ramai kawan-kawan+senior kapten yang buat clearance (penat salute..hihihi). Boleh juga sembang-sembang. Best kot jadi diorang. Tidak perlu fikir lagi pasal projek akhir, result exam, labsheet dan macam-macam lagi yang tengah aku serabut fikirkan nie.

At last, datang seorang pensyarah, juga pegawai di fakulti tu. Aku agak kamcing dengan dia. Dia sangat baik+peramah walaupun dah Leftenan Kolonel, and, the fact is... dia tidak pernah ajar aku pun sebab dia pemsyarah fakulti lain. Dia masuk fakulti tu sebab hendak ambil keputusan penuh pelajar-pelajar fakulti dia. Rupa-rupanya, aku tengah duduk di depan fail-fail yang mengandungi result semua student engineering. Top secret nie. Aku memang tidak dapat keputusan penuh lagi, 3 subjek lagi. semua killer2 punya subjek.Saje je aku pancing. "akak, result ni boleh tengok ke??" aku cakap kat akak penolong pendaftar tu. "Tak boleh!! student tak boleh tengok, lecturer je boleh". aku diam sekejap, pas tu ku senyum je. memang aku dah tahu jawapan dia. saje cari nahas.

Peluang

Lecturer yang kamcing dengn aku tadi pun senyum gak. " haa.. Muadz, kamu nak tengok keputusan kamu ye??" lecturer tu tanya kat aku. " Boleh jugak tuan". selamba je aku cakap. Aku ingatkan dia main-main. Rupa-rupanya, dia cari fail result jurusan aku, dia selak satu-satu.Ish2. Tetibe nervous. Punya lah lama belek. at last jumpa juga transkrip aku. Jeng..jeng..jeng.. Situasi pointer aku sekarang sangat atas pagar. 3.67.. tepat-tepat first class. 3 sem aku maintain CGPA aku ni. Aku perlu score sem ni at least 3.42 untuk bagi harapan untuk first class next sem.

Sebelum tengok transkrip aku...

Lecturer: Kamu kalau tak dapat 3.7 siap lah...
Aku: Alaa tuan, sem ni susah lah.. saya tak aim tinggi pun.

Selepas tengok transkrip aku...

Lecturer: Apsal teruk sangat ni Muadz. Ish2.. Macam manalah nak first class ni.
Aku: yeke tuan (buat2 tenang).. dapat berapa tuan?
Lecturer: satu subjek tak tahu lagi, Isyarat Pemproses Digit(DSP). Yang lain 3.27
Aku: Maca mana tu? (satu subjek tak tahu result, tapi dah keluar pointer.. pening jap fikir)
Lecturer:A-,A-, Rekabentuk (CAD ASIC) B-
Aku: Assembly language dapat berapa tuan?
Lecturer: apa?
Aku: Sistem Komputer (aku daftar subjek ini atas nama sistem komputer dan multimedia tapi panggil assembly language je)
Lecturer: B+
Aku: Ish2.. teruk2 result saya.. terima kasih tuan.

Lebih kurang macam tu lah dialog aku dengan lecturer aku. Terkejut juga aku dengan result tu. Tak budget pulak CAD aku teruk sangat. ni subjek A ni. Soalan tu lecturer aku dah 70 percent bocorkan (soalan lebih kurang sama dengan tahun lepas dan dia dah suruh buat). Aku dah buat skema jawapan dia lagi. Selepas habis exam. Aku target at least A- untuk subjek ni. Sangat puas hati 'goreng' jawapan tadi.Dan aku pelik jugak. Sistem komputer tu aku target B je (soalan dia full programming.. dan aku jawab so..so je), Alhamdulillah dapat B+.DSP ni. AKu harap dapat B+. Nervous aku memikirkan result yang tidak keluar-keluar ni.

Nekad

Aku decide nak sms lecturer aku. "Salam. Tuan. Tolong send grade subjek dsp saya. Nk kira pointer sem ni. Tq" lebih kurang macam tulah message aku. Sebelum aku hantar, aku fikir, sopan ke ayat sms aku ni? nanti elok dapat A, fail lak dia bagi.Selepas lebih kurang 5 minit, ada replied message.... "60". tu je. dan sudah cukup untuk aku melupakan degree first class.. huhuhu... 60%=B-.Kira punya kira, pointer aku sem ni 3.11. Sangat jauh daripada had minimum 3.42. Memang sem ni, aku banyak main. huhuhu ( baru nak menyesal). "Tak pelah, tak ada rezeki" aku memujuk diri sendiri.

Kesan

Jenuh aku meng'concerntrate'kan solat Zohor kat Masjid tadi. Macam-macam idea keluar. Request untuk fail kan CAD dan ambil lagi next sem. Request lecturer untuk semak balik. dan macam-macam idea-idea gile time aku solat tadi. Ya Allah. Banyak berdosa aku ni.. Alhamdulillah, aku punya kawan-kawan yang masa dulu pernah bagi nasihat. " Kalau kamu rasa kecewa sebab salah satu hajat kamu tidak kesampaian, ingatlah nikmat-nikmat Allah yang lain, cuba bayangkan, nikmat jantung yang pam darah ni tidak berfungsi, mati juga kamu, banyak lagi nikmat-nikmat Allah yang memang tidak terhitung. Siapalah kita untuk merasakan Allah itu Zalim, baru satu nikmat tidak dibagi...bersabarlah.." Banyak lagi terlintas ayat-ayat kawan-kawan+ ustaz aku time sedih-sedih ni.

"Masa kita sedih dan kecewa ini lah sepatutnya kita rapat dengn DIA. Memang, selalunya Ujian itu untuk mengingatkan kita supaya kita tidak leka+lalai lagi, ramai manusia yang masih leka demgan nikmat dunia"

"Kalau kamu sedih, kenanglah nasib orang lain yang lagi sangat menderita dengan ujian. Ada yang mati, ada yang lagi teruk nasib daripada kamu"

Bagi aku, walaupun agak kecewa, tapi, sebenarnya aku sepatutnya menginsafi usaha aku yang sekelumit ini tetapi harapan yang sangat besar. Aku patut berterima kasih kepada semua pensyarah-pensyarah, kawan-kawan yang banyak tolong aku dalam akademik ni. Tak lupa terima kasih atas doa-doa kalian. Doa ibu-bapa (ayah aku dah janji nak buat kenduri kalau aku dapat first class... terlepas2..sorry ayah), pensyarah, kawan-kawan. Terima Kasih Semua.

Nak main-main lagi?

Tahu tak? walaupun aku tak dapat first class. sebenarnya aku berada dalam 2nd class upper yang sangat kukuh. walaupun aku dapat 2.00 sem depan. Aku still grad dalam kelas yang sama!! Boleh main-main sem depan. Yahooo!! Terukkan.. hihihi... Aku dah plan macam-macam dah. Next sem is my last sem here (sem yang ke-10). Aku nak buat semua benda sebelum masuk unit. Nak belajar macam2. swimming, dive, golf, lasik, triatlon, bercinta (memilih-milih calon..hihi..gatal..mak dah bagi line untuk bernikah pas grad..yeay..), hafal hadith+quran (azam tahun ni yang masih gagal..teruk2..), baca buku, dakwah(hardcore nyer) nak join??? Jangan sangkut sudah sem depan.. I hope so. Wish me luck.. TQ..

Sebagai penutup, aku harap citer aku ni diambil iktibar oleh korang semua. Yang baik korang ikutlah. Yang tak elok tu.. Aku tak ajar pun untuk korang buat. Menyesal nanti. Padan muka. Keep YOUR guidance on me Ya Allah.Ameen. Ana faqeerah ilallah..

Projek=Kerja banyak...

2008-11-27T16:25:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah.. tamat juga final exam 19 hb nov hari tu. Last paper. Digital Signal Processing. Senior-senior cakap, kalau lepas paper ni. kira dah boleh consider grad dah. Harap-harap lepas dengan cemerlang. Permudahkanlah Ya Allah.

Walaupun exam dah habis, ada project besar yang tengah aku jalankan sekarang. tidak betul-betul free lagi. Penat dah aku troubleshoot circuit board aku. Current test dah, voltage test dah, namun, tetap bermasalah juga litar aku tu. Aku rasa ada grounding problem. Walaupun switch dah off, still, LED menyala lagi. Switch okey, aku dah check, mungkin ada component yang rosak ni. So, hari ini, aku decide nak beli transistor dan dan diod lain di Jalan Pasar. (yeayy, outing lagi!!). Nak cuba replace kat board tu. Harap-harap okey lah lepas tu. Doakan kejayaan aku dalam project ini ye, TQ2.

My Workbench

Next week, kawan-kawan aku dah nak comission. Nak jadi pegawai dah. Tahniah-tahniah. Moga-moga jadi pegawai tentera yang mantap kerjanya dan sahsiahnya. Untung juga ambil jurusan yang 4 tahun ni, cepat jadi pegawai. Tapi, bagi aku lah, sebagai student engineering, aku rasa jadi student engineering yang belajar susah-susah ni (susah ke???), Sebenarnya membentuk cara fikir yang berbeza. beza di mana ye??? Haa.. Nilai sendirik lah. hihihi. No Offence. By the way, congratulations mates. Wish our skot (engineering) will successfully commission next year. Puas jadi kadet ni. 5 tahun dah.

Aku sebenarnya tengah tunggu kawan-kawan siap nak pergi lab. Ish2, mentang-mentang lah dapat excuse, tidur sakan. Tapi diorang deserve pun benda ni. Penat mengadap project mega ni sama-sama. Jangan naik lemak sudah, BMI sorang-sorang nanti. hihihi.

Okeylah, cukup kot coloteh sikit-sikit. nak update blog je sebenarnya. Kepada yang nak ditauliah, kawad mantap-mantap next week. Yang belum nak tauliah. belajar rajin-rajin. PSM settlekan cepat-cepat.Senior mess tengah tunggu tu. Chayyok!!!

Homoseksual: Apa Peranan Kita?

2008-11-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

Aku mengeluh panjang, beristighfar.. astaghfirullahalazim.. Ampunkan serta berikanlah hamba-hambaMu ini hidayah. Terkejut aku melihat video youtube tadi. Entah dari mana kawan aku dapat link video tu. Video apa?? Video pertama Gay kat Malaysia!!!.

Memang melampau. Entah-entah, selepas ini mereka minta berkahwin secara terang-terangan seperti di California.

Aku lebih tak faham kalau mereka 'claim' sudah fitrah mereka macam tu. MasyaAllah. Sangat parah masyarakat kita sekarang ni. Teringat zaman aku kat matrikulasi dulu. Diorang siap buat perjumpaaan mingguan lagi (kalah halaqah yang asyik-asyik postponed je). macam party gitu. Aku rasa nak slap je sorang-sorang time tu. Tapi, punyalah kena jaga 'human right' seperti yang diwar-warkan oleh orang-orang tertentu. Keperluan 'menjaga keharmonian fitrah'.. Apa benda semua ni??? Masa aku tengok party tu, aku harap diorang tak buat lebih-lebih, harap tak sampai ke 'ranjang'.. nauzubillahiminzalik. terbalik juga matrik aku ni. Tapi, aku ada juga dengar ustaz sudah menangkap 'pasangan' ni tengah buat 'project'. Semoga wabak ni tidak menjadi-jadi. Terus mengharap...

Kisah Nabi Lut

Kisah ini direncanakan dalam Al-Quran dalam surah Al-A'raf(80-84), Hud(77-83). Secara ringkasnya, Bagaimana Nabi Lut menegur kaumnya yang melakukankan homoseksual (gay&lesbian), tetapi dia telah diusir oleh kaumnya daripada negeri tersebut. Pada satu hari, Nabi Lut didatangi oleh malaikat yang datang dalam bentuk manusia yang sangat handsome dan rupawan. Punyalah takutnya Nabi Lut sebab bimbang kaumnya akan melakukan onar kepada tetamu dia, siap buat offer kahwin dengan gadis-gadis kat negeri tu kepada gay-gay ni, disebabkan dah desperate sangat dengan lelaki, diorang nekad juga nak buat 'project'. Akhirnya,lelaki tersebut menyatakan bahawa dia adalah malaikat yang diutuskan untuk menyelamatkan Nabi Lut keluar daripada negeri tersebut. Bala Allah turun dalam bentuk hujan batu terbakar dan diterbalikkan negeri tersebut. Begitulah kesudahan orang yang sangat zalim dan melampaui batas, termasuk juga isteri baginda. Susah juga nak didik isteri ye. Harap betulkan kalau ada kesalahan fakta dalam kisah ini.

Aku harap, pelaku homoseksual ni cepat-cepatlah bertaubat, takutlah dengan ancaman-ancaman Allah. Sekejap je duduk kat dunia ni bro.

Pengkid

Satu hal lagi yang aku fikir melampaui batas ialah isu pengkid yang mencabar fatwa yang dikeluarkan oleh majlis fatwa baru-baru ni. Aku tak nak ulas benda ini.Cuba nilai sendiri artikel di sini. Tapi aku rasa sangat kesian kat mereka ni. Cuba revise balik TUJUAN HIDUP mereka kat dunia ni. Memang mereka boleh buat sesuka hati mak bapak diorang, buat apa takut kat majlis fatwa sekalipun untuk buat projek???. Takutlah pada Allah. Mungkin statement 'takutlah pada Allah' itu tidak touching langsung kepada mereka. Masalah hati. Ya benar.. Masalah hati. Ya Allah, Berikan hidayah kepada mereka.

Peranan kita

"Tengok jelah.. nak larang dengan kuasa, kuasa xde, dengan lisan, nanti gaduh lak kat situ, hormat sikit perasaan mereka, simpan je lah dalam hati, xpelah, at least ade jugak iman kita".

Memang kebanyakan kita begitu. Maaf, mungkin keterlaluan dalam menegur. Sepatutnya kita lebih sensitif terhadap dosa maksiat-maksiat yang kecil seperti melewat-lewatkan solat, tengok aurat manusia yang tidak bermaruah, meninggalkan puasa dan sebagainya. Sebab dosa-dosa kecil ini lah yang menyesakkan, menggelisahkan dan mematikan hati. Bila hati sudah mati, mulalah, langsung tidak rasa sensitif terhadap maksiat di sekeliling kita. Tidak langsung rasa pedih dengan penderaan umat Islam di Palestin. Yang difikirkan hanyalah makan sedap-sedap ketika anak-anak di Palestin merengek-rengek sebab lapar, yang dibimbangkan ialah awek yang comel merajuk dikala betapa merajuk+marahnya anak-anak perempuan di Palestin dirogol+dicabul. Yang dirisaukan ialah handset yang tidak update sedangkan umat Islam kat dunia ni...... penuh dengan kesengsaraan. Mana perasaan kita??

“Barangsiapa yang tidak memikirkan masalah kaum Muslimin, maka dia bukan dari golongan umatku”. ( Riwayat Baihaqi dari Anas ).

Aku pun bukan ustaz kagat, bukan juga ahli majlis fatwa kebangsaan. Kita perlu sama-sama merawat mesyarakat kita. Caranya, mengamalkan nilai Islam yang sebenar. Mengamalkan akhlak yang baik. Tepati masa, jaga kebersihan, cemerlang dalam setiap bidang. Jadi contoh. Kita kurang jadi role model kepada kawan-kawan, kita tidak mahu jadi contoh kepada non-muslim. Macam mana lah nak menunjukkan Islam itu yang TERBAIK. Reveal your Islamic Identity!!!

Aku tak terfikir nak tulis seberat ini, tapi, aku rasa terpanggil selepas tengok youtube tu. Aku sangat GERAM. Okeylah. Harap ambil pelajaran. Betulkan kesalahan-kesalahan aku . Aku insan lemah yang cuba jadi contoh terbaik...

Mei-November untuk 1st entry..

2008-11-11T03:52:00.000-08:00

1st entry memang susah nak publish.. sejak bulan mei aku fikir(fikirlh sgt) mcm mane aku nak buat blog ni.. at last. time2 bz mcm ni jg aku post entry pertama aku... sementara tunggu azan isyak n menunggu paper pertama aku esok. VHDL. Final yang kesembilan aku kat sini.. Ya Allah.. Permudahkanlah..

Kredit untuk abang aku.. entah mcm mane aku rase nak post entry ni pas bace blog abang aku.. tahniah kat die sbb dh grad dari uiam tu.. tahniah2... kadang2 aku terfikir jg... punyalah bz abang aku tu pun, macam-macam dia buat... perlu muhasabah ni..

Harapan aku kat blog ni (skemlh pulak), semoga aku boleh menambah satu lagi sebab untuk aku sibuk.. sebab.. masa lapang ni adalah salah satu sebab 'pembunuh' kepada orang-orang muda kat dunia ni.. banyak kali aku dengar statement ni.. kedua, mungkin salah satu tempat aku meluahkan idea-idea yang bez+ tak bez kat sini. So, harap pembaca dapat design satu filter untuk menapis isi-isi yang sepatutnya di hadam.

Sebenarnya, aku pun tak tahu macam mane nak describe keadaan aku sekarang ni. Kadang-kadang rasa tenang je dengan final yang mendatang ni (12-VHDL,13-Assembly Language and Digital Signal Processing-19), kadang2 cuak jg.. layan je lh.. Doakan kejayaan aku ye.. Semoga comission tahun depan dengan cemerlang.

Banyak sebenarnye yang terbuku dalam hati+otak aku ni... nanti2 lah aku luahkan.. Daripada cerita tensionnya kawan2 aku tadi dengan paper math kejut sampai lah kejayaan aku belajar menyelam.. hihihi... tahniah2.. =)

Okeylah.. Isyak pun 2 minit lagi nak masuk.. Gerak dulu.. Assalamualaikum wbt..

Tidak Siap Lagi

2008-05-02T08:14:00.001-07:00

Sorry. Under Construction.