Hurmm... I have just taken my Operating System test. What the volatile memory!! I just memorized those facts before sat for the test, frustratingly, the facts totally lost from my mind when I got the question. The sign of I am getting older... hahaha. But, Alhamdulillah, the test was over and I did not miss any blank space inside the answer sheet. This Wednesday will be the engineering management test. Once again, the reading subject... I need more time to understand and memorize the fact. I'll try my best. InsyaAllah.
My final year project... another nightmare... The progress makes me anxious. The project become more complex I feel... A lot of works to be done! Struggle2.
Recently, my life is busy with the military admin things. Sometimes, I feel the unstable condition at the higher authority. A lot of last minute changes. They totally force the cadets to do everything. Pity on cadet! If the cadets do not take any academic course, YES, I can consider. Sometimes, I am very hesitating to give the orders to my subordinates. They experiences stress and fatigue. I hear the case which the cadet tries to make suicide. What the critical emotional and psychology stress. I hope this fact is not true. I try to rise up their morale which is the second principle listed in the principle of war in Malaysian Armed Forces’ doctrine.
I am trying to finish one book entitled DILEMA MELAYU-ISLAM, KURANG ZIKIR ATAU KURANG FIKIR? by Pahrol Mohamad Juoi. I like his writing style. So touchable (right word??). My life, I consider still in stable condition. Hoping for everything settle down...
Ahmad Muadz Ahmad Shuhaili
57000 Kuala Lumpur
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Dear Muadz, I know how it feels to be burdened with so many things..my advice, don't memorise only, try to understand. I know this takes a lot of time. On another note, it is cool that you have the emphathy of a human being; but you must be able to distinguish between important fact and trivial ones.
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